Sometimes, I wonder how come two people can see the world so differently yet still care for one another. Maybe I was delusional maybe I just wanna make it work. Who knows really what I want it for. Day after day I just keep fading into my own world further away from hers. Maybe I am one too afraid to let it just fade away or rather too afraid to let it go. Can you believe the days, months, years have gone by so quickly now I must accept that I too am getting to the point in my life where there is nothing more I can do.
I must give up and find a new way, look for a new voice, search for a new home. The heart of man is of one so broken it needs the love of God to be fully alive. Yet so much hurt has come to all of ours and yet here we are still alive and kicking. I am going to find out why I need it so much. Yet honestly I just don't feel like caring about it.
Much has gone by and little has been solved. Problems remained problems and habits die hard. Personalities differ by a mile and distance keeps us apart. I am truly in bliss now for ignorance is my vice. Who can assume the consequences but my own misery.
Lith giri eska leyn.
Lies I hide within.
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