Manifest

We all seek that one purpose in life but are we truly made to seek it or did we choose to gain that knowledge and find only misery in the truth we are given. If man was given knowledge of all that is good and evil alongside the fruits of eternal life but only able to choose one or the other, did we not make a false choice?

But man wanted more than that, man wanted more to just belong, man wanted to seek out more and discover what it took to become like the lord himself. That is our thirst, our knowledge of all that exists is what drives us, what makes us and ultimately what breaks us. War waged and passed yet here we are still holding on to the false pretence that we belong somewhere on this world when in essence the world belongs to none. What we have on this world will come to an end and when that happens we become more and more free of our natural bodies and begin to live a life in our spirituality. Our souls exist because that is how we were before we began our mortal journeys.

Even though that is true, we still in the end seek the very thing that denied us our eternity in the eternal lands: Truth. When the one of the 7th kingdom comes and places his claim we shall see then which does man truly desires more of. The tree of knowledge and the tree of life. One day we will seek to destroy that which has created us and sound the flag for our own impending doom.

Troublesome little things

Sometimes, I wonder how come two people can see the world so differently yet still care for one another. Maybe I was delusional maybe I just wanna make it work. Who knows really what I want it for. Day after day I just keep fading into my own world further away from hers. Maybe I am one too afraid to let it just fade away or rather too afraid to let it go. Can you believe the days, months, years have gone by so quickly now I must accept that I too am getting to the point in my life where there is nothing more I can do.

I must give up and find a new way, look for a new voice, search for a new home. The heart of man is of one so broken it needs the love of God to be fully alive. Yet so much hurt has come to all of ours and yet here we are still alive and kicking. I am going to find out why I need it so much. Yet honestly I just don't feel like caring about it.

Much has gone by and little has been solved. Problems remained problems and habits die hard. Personalities differ by a mile and distance keeps us apart. I am truly in bliss now for ignorance is my vice. Who can assume the consequences but my own misery.

Lith giri eska leyn.

Lies I hide within.

The brilliance and importance

Hear us now we make the children cry,

The fields of green so far and long gone,
Another masochist on the bleeding throne,
The lands scorched and torched long lost,
Another cries for ashes and angry ghosts,

Seek us now we make the brilliant burn,

The fires of war knows no mercy,
Yet shots are fired by the ruling democracy,
The wasted past does not seek cure,
Yet the present days shake insecure,

Save us now we chose the future today gone.